I remembered that on Christmas, Grace's pastor mentioned that to obtain happiness in life requires finding your 3Ps. They are Pleasure, Passion and Purpose. The crucial thing is finding Purpose first. I think that my purpose in life is to be filial to my parents and making others happy, but of course not at the expense of sacrificing one's virtues. Besides, it links to my subject in school, ethics isn't it? The general principles of ethics that are universal are: respect yourself, learning to respect reality, respect for community, respect for all types of lives and respect for future.

Every week, town area just gets more and more crowded... Sigh, and the sales are so tempting, but I just have no money to buy new clothes. My money has been spent on my law book, my phone bills, but mostly on transport, food and drinks. I've got two 4000word essay which are not done yet... Exams are at the end of this month and beginning of February, but I just can't think of a perfect reason to escape awkward situations with my relatives on Chinese New Year. Hopefully, studying for exams isn't too weak to be an excuse. I tried talking with my cousins before but it just seems awkward, and I don't understand how we used to be so close and now so distant. Gosh, I just wish there would be a pill that I can take to forget the faces and memories of my own relatives.

Anyway, my parents have been busy every weekend helping out at my Uncle's ice cream store at Esplanade. But I wished they wouldn't be the ones doing the job, it makes me feel so alone when I come back from town on late Saturday nights with the empty dark house. I wish there would be like people hiding behind the furniture and shout "SURPRISE!" when I switch on the lights, or at least a dog to greet me. But no, it's quite unfair that I'm not even allowed to keep a hamster. And I'm no longer gonna treasure people who do not treat me the same way anymore, so I have zero expectations and disappointments. Afterall, why give them a place in my heart when they have none for me... Stupid people...

My blog entry is always full of angst and sadness, Grace said to have more positiveness in my life. So I'll talk about happy things too. I'm just glad that they like the post-its for Christmas, even though if it's just something small. And it's raining now! Hope I'll have more dreams like Korean idols and riding a motorbike without license =D

Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with the society. Why nowadays, people are so INCONSIDERATE. A good example would be my neighbour. Drilling at 11plus, allowing their children to run non-stop above my ceiling. Aren't they afraid that people will complain? Why are the parents allowing their children to do stuff like that, and not even scolding them. Shouldn't they know about self-discipline? Even when I was young, and I ran and played at my grandma's house with my cousins. Then my uncle would scold and ask us to spare a thought for the neighbours downstairs!

Seriously man, you could just let your children run somemore, until one day when I've had it. I will definitely make my way up and scold the shit hell out of you bird brains.

Hmmm.. How should I start this... Well, I've been very busy with assignments. Studying business law is really interesting, and how it can be applied to our daily lives. And I thought law was boring, but my teacher made it very fun with the different scenarios and examples. Whereas, the one subject that I thought would be the most interesting, Events Management, turns out to be the most boring lessons ever, because of the teacher. The topics were interesting, but I swear the questions asked were so predictable and stupid, my classmates didn't wanna answer. So it was always Peishan and me answering them. Besides school, I've been watching Running Man and WWE. RANDY ORTON AND SHEAMUS FTW!!! Can't wait to watch Randy Orton versus Wade Barrett this Sunday, and The Rock versus Cena on April 1st. Then recently, I've been watching Big Bang Theory as well, I heart Shelton Cooper! And I'm gonna start on One Piece, because CK said that it's better than Naruto. I've been reading a lot of news and watching television too. It's horrible yet hilarious how Singaporean Chinese shows on Channel 8, include English words while they speak. It's no wonder we're all getting influenced. I mean, if you're gonna speak Chinese, then speak Chinese all the way!

Anyway, to catch up on what had happened in my life other than school and videos... Before December started, I told myself not to expect anything out of anyone, to make my life better. So I did that, and Peishan told me that the three of us, including CK shall have dinner together after Friday's lesson. I suspected a little bit when CK said he couldn't make it because he had a friend's birthday to attend, but I killed my suspicions to prevent disappointment. So Peishan brought me to Arbite Cafe at Serangoon Gardens, while CK took a different direction. It ended up that I had a surprise birthday celebration + 2nd karaoke singing session with Peishan, CK and his chopstick brothers. Shockingly JunJie turned up, because CK contacted JunJie on the day itself. I couldn't ask for more, and I felt so bad because I've only gotten Peishan a simple cupcake and musical-note-shaped paperclips on her birthday in October. But I still wonder, if we would keep in contact after graduation.

Thank goodness I finished my assignment on Friday morning, so I had time to catch up on wrestling and make Candice's birthday card on Saturday afternoon. Then we had her evening birthday celebration at Shangri-La Hotel's the Line with her family and colleagues. International buffet, stomach almost exploded, and my shoe sole came off. What an experience! Come Sunday, I met JunJie at Harbourfront and we left for Universal Studios! I swear once you've sat on Battlestar Galactica (personally I prefer Cylon), the rest is nothing man... Then I found my handsome Puss in Boots for a picture =D

Falling sick for the 2nd time this year, including the weekend before last week. Terrible feeling, this time was 上吐下泻, plus fever after I had that mcspicy and milk ice cream, because I was determined to try for the last time if I could get Orchard Road for the McDonald's Monopoly. Yeah, even my doctor laughed about it when he asked what I ate before getting the vomiting and diarrhoea. On the good side, I was given 2 days of MC, and now I'm feeling better, I can resume on watching Running Man again. So I'm a happy girl, except that these few days just need to refrain from non-oily or fried food or dairy products.

That leads to me being bullied by my classmate called CK. I fell sick on Wednesday night and went to see doctor on Thursday, which means my 2 days of MC could cover me for Thursday and Friday. But since I was feeling all better on Friday, I decided to go school, because I knew my lecturer would be briefing about the assignment due next week. Then during break, knowing that I was sick, CK ordered FISH & CHIPS, which smelled so good and looked so mouth watering, and sat right in front of me. And he ordered BANDUNG, while I just sipped on my mineral water. Awesome~

Continuing on Friday, after my pathetic porridge for dinner at home, my mum sat right beside me on the sofa and opened up my favourite SOUR AND CREAM CHIPS. The smell immediately burst in the living room and went up my nose. Everyone's out to bully me yesterday, EVEN JUN JIE, HE WENT TO HAVE A SCUMPTUOUS DINNER AT FAT BOY =(

But whatever, I'll get my share soon!

It's probably old news by now, but I've passed my driving test!!! Although, it feels like I didn't pass, at least I know I don't have to waste anymore money on driving lessons anymore! But I just can't help thinking if I had a car right now, I no longer hafta wait for buses that take ages to arrive, no more smelly smokers or people who didn't shower or sweaty people, sitting in front of me. Or even bearing with noisy kids screaming and banging on the bus window. Long long long way to go, before I get my own Mini Cooper or Lotus Elise (yes, no more Lamborghini Gallardo, ever since it made me gain a fierce scolding from my tester after the practical test). Heck that, I still passed anyway. Oh and I've passed my school exams for last semester too. And there I thought I would fail, because I didn't study much.

Anyway, bad news, I'm down with a fever and sore throat right now. It sucks to be sick. Sigh, and there are so many problems regarding my uncle's ice cream store, I don't even know where to begin.

I'm heading to Batam tonight, but I haven't packed my bags. Plus, I'm broke, and and and... I'll be back on Sunday afternoon. By the way, I've gotten a new phone! Thanks to my mum renewing her contract, I now have a Nokia E5. So much easier for me to type my messages, I hate touchscreen phones.

My driving skills are so rusty, and I've hit all kinds of kerbs today. Okay, that sounded very exaggerated, but it's kinda true. On the bright side, I didn't stall the engine today. I need to drive everyday, I need to pass my test on Saturday!

So glad that exams are over, but I'm quite worried about results. But now that exams are over, I'm worried about my driving test! My skills are all so rusty and I'm having driving test next week. OMG!

It's study week! My exams haven't even started yet, but I can't wait for it to be over already. Soooooo many things running through my mind about what I should do during my holiday, and time is passing by so fast. Maybe it's because I've been waking up at 12 noon recently, but I can't believe it's already the mid of September!

Oh and there's one thing I realised, somehow, wherever I go, I seem to be the "youngest" member in the group. I mean the group in school that I have now may be much smaller, but it's like certain people I meet are similar to the ones I've met in poly. Peishan takes the place of Stephanie and Grace (the motherly one, but she's very sensitive to the word "old"). Ck takes the place of Jason that whole gang (jokers), except Ck is more mature. Then Cheryl takes the place of someone like Candice, Emilyn or Lydia (but she's just a little blur).

I kinda miss Grace + Mel + Candice already. When is Final Destination???